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LIBERTY Ross is opening up — more than a year after her husband Rupert Sanders was caught cheating with Kristen Stewart.
In a new interview, Ross says she’s still trying to cope with life after scandal.
“It was horrible,” Ross tells the magazine. “It was really the worst, really the worst.”
“I have no words to describe what we went through,” she says. “But I think, for me, something always has to completely die for there to be a rebirth. And, for me, I feel like I’m going through a rebirth.”
Sanders, 42, was caught cheating with his Snow White and the Huntsman star Stewart, 23, on July 17, 2012.
“I knew that I wasn’t feeling 100 percent right,” she explains.
“I found myself on a roller coaster, like, I’m going to keep things moving, keep things going. I’m going to keep up this amazing [facade], everyone looking at me and Rupert, thinking, Oh, wow, you guys have it all . . . Really, I had times when I felt very lonely, very disconnected from Rupert. We’d lost our real connection.”
“We were together for 16 years, and that in itself is really beautiful,” she says. “And we’ve created two exceptional lives together.”
The estranged spouses are parents to daughter Skyla, 7, and son Tennyson, 5. Ross filed for divorce from Sanders in January 2013, and it has yet to be finalized. At the time of the affair, Stewart was in a longtime relationship with Twilight costar Robert Pattinson. Their relationship also ended nearly one year later in May 2013.